I'm getting MARRIED!

That's right folks! In less than 5 days, I will be Mrs. Lords! Woo! I can't even believe that time has been flying by so fast! It's just plain crazy! I have been up to my earlobes in wedding planning, moving, and trying to keep up with life! It's no wonder time is escaping me! I am getting so excited for our new life to begin... But it wouldn't happen without a few minor breakdowns.

Over the past few weeks, I've managed to keep it together. I've quickly pushed away any unnecessary emotion and plowed through all of the things that I need to be doing. However, and this should be NO shock to any of you, the first unexplained breakdown occurred. Saturday around 4, I was hauling all my clothes out to the car for transport. On about the 5th trip in, I lost it. Ha! I can crack up about it now, but come on. At that very moment in time I was trippin! I wasn't crying tears of sorrow (I'll have a closet all to myself and it's rather large. Nothing to cry about there! :) I was just caught up in that I'm really leaving and here goes my wardrobe moment. Sigh... I'm sure it's happened to all of you!

Breakdown #2 snuck right up on me! Jeezo! I was in the zone and I was NOT and I repeat NOT going to cry it out, and yet there I was... Watching our half put together, not in order, not the right music, wedding video balling my eyes out! Gosh! My poor soon to be husband probably thinks I'm a nut! Well, after all this, he has every right!

I'm sure I should be moving something or packing or hot gluing or checking heaven only knows what right now... but I will sit and plot how I will refrain from having any more blessed breakdowns in the next 4 days. Wish me luck! Odds are stacked HEAVILY against me :)